Ian, 34, returned to Helping Up Mission after hitting a wall in his addiction, and this time, he has found peace, purpose and a new family.
“I was lost in every way, trapped in addiction, weighed down by anxiety and depression, and barely holding my life together,” Ian says. His life revolved around marijuana. “It was the first thing I did in the morning and the last thing I did at night. I couldn’t sleep without it. I couldn’t function without it.”
His relationships were falling apart. “I was constantly upset, constantly arguing. I couldn’t connect with anyone. My life was chaos.”
Ian first came to HUM in 2022 after his mother, who was in the VA program, told him about the Mission. But he wasn’t ready. “I was rushing through it, still holding onto my way of doing things. Eventually, I left.”
He returned in August 2024. “I called friends and mentors from HUM and told them where I was at. They all said the same thing, ‘Go back. You have a family there.’”
“This time around, I’m not rushing the process. I told myself, I’ll stay on the path—whatever it takes, for however long it takes. I had to surrender, be quiet, listen.”
Today, Ian is thriving. He has earned certifications in Wilderness First Aid, CPR and AED. He leads the Trail Team, helps with Bible studies and will begin seminary in August
“There’s healing in being outside. I love seeing the guys light up when they learn to pitch a tent or hike a trail for the first time,” he shares.
“Helping Up Mission has given me a new life and a new family. It’s amazing what happens when you surrender your will to God. He promised a better life, and He is keeping that promise.”
Theologian A.W. Tozer said, “It will cost something to walk slowly in the parade of the ages. While busy men of time rush about, confusing motion with progress. But it will pay off in the long run to walk slowly…”
Ian’s experience illustrates this truth perfectly. “I thought I was going slowly when I was here before. I didn’t realize I was so impatient. And it cost me—I was bent on getting back to life. I was sober, but not intentional in my recovery.”
“The Scripture says that without a vision, my people perish (Proverbs 29:18). I got sober, but I didn’t have a real vision for what God wanted for me and from me.”
Like many in recovery, Ian had to learn the difference between sobriety and true transformation. “I started going slow and listening—to God and to others,” he said.
Yes. The slow walk pays off.
Recently, a group of men from HUM visited First Fruits Farm in Northern Maryland to help harvest produce for the nonprofit. After a full day’s work, they camped overnight and shared a meal.
“It was humbling,” said Ken, an SRP client. “In two hours, we picked 5,000 pounds of broccoli. Giving back helped us more than it helped them.”
Rusty Eckman, Ian’s mentor at Helping Up Mission and soon at Metro Baltimore Seminary, began his service through an invitation to become an Ally after retiring.
“I believe I’ve been called into this space to bring a message of redemptive healing, with Zoweh Men’s Ministry. I now have men in my life who I get to call friends.”
Rusty brings wisdom, calm presence and a heart for restoration into every conversation. His encouragement to potential male volunteers: “Just show up! Be present and let the men know there is more abundant life available.”
Ian’s recovery journey includes leading Trail Team hikes, equine therapy and spiritual retreats. Watch how time in nature and moments of surrender are shaping not just his life, but the lives of so many men at HUM.
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